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Good Sunny Morning!

Today is a holiday and tomorrow will be the same! Hehehe. and I think I’ll just be lazy at home. I’m listening to Ten2Five’s songs. and I think the lyrics both the tunes are sweet and touching. hihi I’m being melancholy this morning. :)

I’ve just realized that maybe my friend, called her E, has one same personality. If we like someone, we just hard to forget the time when we’re with him. Even a single little thing like song, place, gifts and their promises. People always think why we are so melancholy about those things? How come? But, for you to know, that’s just who we are. I do think that I’m silly, stupid and whatever you called me. I want to erase that kind of habit instead I always trying and trying but I just can’t! Like if you love someone, even he doesn’t know you love him, but you deeply fall in love with that guy and you feel you won’t have the chance to know him more.

Like old times, I was just crying if I heard ‘Loving You’ by The Cinnamons. Yea, I know it’s really stupid and silly to do that, but I just can’t help it.  BUT, I know, I mustn’t be like this forever, I must make a move. There isn’t one man in this world, maybe one will be the good one, better than the guy :) So, I was trying to move on step by step. I didn’t play the Loving You, I erased his number (fortunately I don’t remember the number. hehe but, I have the last number in my mind, just in case! ;p), I didn’t want to spell his name, or wrote it or even think about it. I tried to be focus on something else. And here I am. Fine with this situation, even if I spell his name or play the Loving You, I don’t feel upset. And I’m grateful he is my past and he won’t bothered me anymore :) JUST for you whose problem is same with me, forgetting someone is not easy sometimes, but if you make a tiny effort and believe the time will change everything, you will forget those things and become ‘normal’ again unwittingly. And you won’t regret to do that. :)