Incapacity to see ugliness

While Japanese are known for their particular aesthetic sense, I would say we also have an incapacity to see ugliness. How come?

We usually focus fully on what’s right in front of our eyes. We tend to ignore the horrible, especially if it is not an integral part of our personal perspective. We ignore that our cities are a chaotic mess, filled with ugly architecture and nasty signage. And so you have the situation where a Japanese worker will open a beautiful bento box in a stale conference room or on a horrendous, crowded sidewalk.

photo here

sorry-

Morning Folks! How things going?

I'm sorry first for my lack of updates! hihi

Gw pengen minta maaf karena akhir-akhir ini gw sensitif banget. Maaf yaaa.. Gak tau kenapa gw jadi kayak gini. Gw jadi suka cepet marah terus ngomongnya gak ngenakin. Maaf yaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Waktu gw cerita sama nyokap gw, katanya gw gak boleh kayak gitu, terus nyokap bilang mungkin karena gw terlalu stres mikirin ujian-ujian yang bakal gw alamin kedepannya. Iya gw tau gak boleh, tapi gak tau kenapa setiap mau gw kontrol pasti udah kelakuin duluan. Terus kayak gitu berulang-ulang. Maaf yaaaa! Semoga sensitifnya ilang sampe akhir hari ini deeh. Mulai besok gw gak bakal lagii. Maaaf ya teman temaan! huhu

Love you, Folks!

envy youu, Q

Hello Dear!
maaf ya udah jarang banget ngepost lagii. huhu sibuk belajar teruuuss. ini aja juga rebutan sama adek gw. hahahahaha sorry Darling, next time maybe. hihi

Yaaaaa how are you today? Feeling good?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw tau ini sangat berlebihan yaa. haha tapi tadi kan gw melihat iseng-iseng facebook seseorang, sebut saja 'Q'. trus gw melihat cowoknya ngisi wall ke dia yang menurut gw aaaaaaaaaaaaa so sweet bangeeett. trus karena saking penasarannya, gw buka tuh facebook cowoknya yang temen gw itu. truuuuuss statusnya tuh buat ceweknya gituu. trus kan gw buka deviantartnyaa. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa menyentuh sekali! sangat dalam di kalbu ini (lebay) but it surely is!

about waiting at the station but the boy couldn't come because he had to go to his campus. and when the boy explained this to Q, she was just laughing! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I know it's kind of silly I say that. but I just envy them................

and I want to be called by someone by a sweet nickname. just like heer! hahahaha males banget gueeee

maaf ya postingannya sangat tidak penting. hahaha
Thank You!

Garnet

Garnet - Oku Hanako
(OST. Toki O Kakeru Shoujo)

Gurando kaketeku anata no senaka wa

Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
Noto ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

Suki to iu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tooku de anata no hashaideru koe ni
Naze daka mune ga itakunatta no

Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatteta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru ki ga shita
Owatteku mono nado nai to omotta

Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyoku shite kureta ne
Muchuu dekakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

Itsu made mo wasurenai to anata ga itte kureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koborete kita

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dare ka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

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As you were dashing on the ground, your back
Was freer than the clouds that floated in the sky
And in the light that illuminates everything, I could even see
The square letters lined up in your notebook

I didn’t understand the feeling known as love
So this moment in time that wouldn’t return again
Taught me its meaning

I’ll sear the days that I spent with you into my chest
So that I’ll be all right even if I don’t recall them
Even if I were to fall in love with someone else someday
You’d always be special and important to me
And this season would come around again

When we first talked together after school
I was searching for your smile that no one else knew about
For some reason, my chest felt painful
To your cheerful voice far away

I feared changing
I felt that we could always stay friends
I thought that there was no such thing as ending

Within the endless time, the fact that I was able to meet you
Made me stronger than anything else
Even if I were to make a desperate run for tomorrow
You’d always be special and important to me
And this season would come about again

Since the summer when you told me that you’ll never forget
Time has passed and just now, my tears came spilling down

I’ll sear the days that I spent with you into my chest
So that I’ll be all right even if I don’t recall them
Even if I were to fall in love with someone else someday
You’d always be special and important to me
And this season would come around again

somewhereee

Go somewhere that no body recognize you,

mencoba mengedit foto. hem

felloowwss!
gw baru nyoba-nyoba ngedit foto di Adobe Photoshop CS4. hahaha iseng iseng aja yekaan?
berikut beberapa foto yang berhasil gw edit. maaf ya masih standar banget soalnya gw belum terbiasa ngeliat layar Adobe, hehe

(Dara, Me, Debby)

Pleased to leave a comment for these photos, I need your advise though, or maybe you can teach me another cool actions. hehehe
Thank you, Darling!

? pertanyaan acak

apakah belajar dari pengalaman itu maksudnya mengingat-ingat lagi kesalahan orang lain?

kenapa musti ke kesana kalo disini juga ada?

siapa yang tau kita bakal jadi apa?

gimana caranya kita tahu kalo kita milih yang bener?

jadi mind-reader seru juga kayaknya, iya gak?

kalo udah capek capek sampe atas, perlu gak kita perbaiki yang dibawah?

boleh gak kita nyimpen topeng seribu wajah?

baik gak selalu mentingin perasaan orang lain ketimbang diri sendiri?

gimana caranya ngebedain kita jadi diri kita sendiri atau jadi diri kita yang ingin seperti orang lain?

gimana ya rasanya orang yang gak bisa ngeluarin air mata?

sebenernya yang bener yang mana, kita mengejar waktu atau waktu yang mengejar kita?

salah tulis, dicoret atau dihapus?